Chapter 44

 

　　A desire. A dream. A hope and A wish from yours. I heard these few words from my mind and somehow I felt somebody led me outside, I tried to follow the sound and the image of Roxetta showed up on the street. I went there and found the voice,followed the image, then somehow I went back to the church.

 

　　When I opened it up, I saw completely different vision. There was not a church but a warm and high-class mansion, even better than Roxetta's place as a City lord. A female looked figure with a short hair person stood in front of the fireplace. When the person turned to me, I had no idea that should be a guy or girl. The person clapped hands, "Wonderful, you did not miss our feast. "

 

　　"Who are you? "

 

　　"Oops, you really forgot it? "

 

　　"Sorry, do I know you? "

 

　　A person nodded and slapped his finger once. Roxetta somehow came by from one of the doors of the mansion and sat down, smiled nicely to me and said welcome back. I stopped, "It can't be true, she should not be here. "

 

　　"Why not? "that person asked again and I screamed to let him explain what was going on. The person looked at me with the golden eyes,"My name is more complicated. Some called me the wish maker, the desire, the dream, the hope. I represented all those things including devils by the name. You see, gods with ranks, and the god like me, with pure concept is the strongest and everlasting. "

 

　　"So why does a god invite me here? "

 

　　"I saw your desire, your wish to be with her. "the god pointed to Roxetta, I believed that is a illusion, not the real person. Then the god continued and asked me,"What would you choose? To deal with the dark art on yourself or forget everything and being with her. "

 

　　"Being with her, that you mean I never wake up? "

 

　　"I don't know. "the god shrugged,"It always as your choice to make. I want to see it by myself. "

 

　　"So you are not going to help me with anything? "

 

　　"I am here to satisfy your desire. "the god showed me Roxetta and asked me to be with her, made any conversation, action, just anything to her. I then stopped myself and apologized, tried to leave this place but the god did not just let me go and sighed,"You can be more interesting than now, Nigella. "

 

　　After that, I found myself waking up on my bed and it somehow turned into morning. We then started packing and keeping on for the journey to the University. I did not want to talk to any gods by now. But by the time being, I heard the god last words,"Why would they put some many attention in you? "