There’s a monster in me.

Growing up is one thing, but knowing you are being trained for the purpose of war is not something you would want as a teenager, and when you know you're not good enough unless the prophesied legendary Guardian Of Sorcery is found to win the war for you it really adds to the pressure.

Oh and when people see you as a villain because the only magic you possess was banished a thousand years before your birth, you find you just have to try that little bit harder to prove your worth...