The cottage was very nice in a better condition then I imagined after my grandmother died last year ,my mother wanted to sell this place but I managed to buy it without her knowing it was me ,I sent her an anonymous offer to buy it and as eager as she was to sell it she didn't really care what happened to it after. Even though they didn't fisically take care of me they did send me money on my account monthly so I managed to save enough for the farm and the rest was for hiring someone to care for it and they have done a wonderful job as far as I can see ...

After breastfeeding Joy (yes I finally named him)and burping he was sleeping happily in my arms I, was very tired myself so after finding some sheets and blankets I fell asleep next to my baby happy that I managed to keep him...

The next morning I woke up early eager to start the day I send a message yesterday to the person helping around that I wouldn't be able to pay him anymore so he had to find another job ,so I knew I had a busy day ahead of me!

After Joy and I had breakfast I put him in the carrier witch turned out to be my best creation yet ,it keeps my hands free and the baby close to me.

I kept some of the animals here and thanks to them and the trees and fruits and vegetables the farm was doing just fine and I opened an account without my parents knowing ,so I was set to have good life with my child far from my toxic parents .