She kissed him goodbye even though she knew he wouldn't remember her...

She tried ,heavens knows how much she begged and cried to be able to keep him ,but like always nobody listened to her !

Her parents Margaret and Joshua Johnson never listened to anything she had to say !

She loved her baby more than her life,but her perfect mother couldn't have a "bastard" child in their perfect family ,so she decided to put him up for adoption despite my cries ,she only gave me 1 hour to say goodbye!

I couldn't even escape because despite the fact that I had nowhere to go, I was still a 18 year old teenager under my parents "care" even though they never actually cared for me .

Ever since I was a little girl I had to take care of myself because they were always to busy to do it, but that is not important right now,my son was sleeping like an angel that he is not knowing what was about to happen!

God I can't leave him I need to do something I don't think I will survive if he is not with me, he is the best thing I ever had in my life I don't regret nothing! It had to happen to be able to bring him to me

! I looked around seeing if I can find anyway to escape !