She couldn't remember how she got here but she got here somehow. Nothing is as it seems anymore, it all feels like it is slowly fading away in a memory into who she used to be, even though she doesn't quite know who she used to be or who she has become, it all just seems to her as she is a ghost in a memory hanging on to every thread that is left in life, but it is not all darkness and she pictures her three beautiful boys in her mind. Oh how they changed her whole world, they gave her meaning in a world full of lies and empty promises. All she wanted was peace, all she wanted was to feel wanted, but all she got was heartache. She doesn't remember how she got here but where does she go now?