Since there was no party, we decided to get high and swim in the lake near her house. It took us forever to get in since it was freezing but eventually she just pushed me in and I dragged her down with me. Don’t think I was mad over this, we both found it funny, and I was glad she pushed me otherwise we would have never got in. Now I think about it that would have been better. We would have just gone back to her house and probably watched a film and ate snacks. If we hadn’t had that stupid idea and if she hadn’t pushed me maybe she’d be here with me right now. But she wasn’t. She was gone and there really was nothing I could do about that. When we were in the water we quickly got bored. It was nearly pitch dark. We wanted something fun to do. Truth or dare. A game every teenager has played at least once. So, we gave silly dares like dunk your head under or jump into the lake. Nothing dangerous. She dared me to hold my breath for 10 seconds underwater. I did it whilst she counted. I then dared her the same. I counted. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 but before I got to 10, I thought it would be funny to hold her down. I didn’t mean to hurt her I just wanted to get her back for pushing me in. I thought it would be funny. I don’t know how long I had her head under, but it was obviously too long. I let her go and waited for her to come back up. She didn’t immediately but when she did it didn’t look right. Her body floated up face down. I laughed at first thinking she was just pranking me back. She wasn’t. I panicked. I didn’t know what to do. I remember shaking her and trying to turn her body over, just praying she would wake up.