She answered a call from her own number..


ON the other line was a little girl, A little girl who she thought she left behind..


The little girl asked on the end of the line, Hi, my name is Tammy, do you remeber me?


She answered, yes little girl, and it's been such a long time...


The little version of Tammy asked her with glee...


Do you recall when we were small, and you dreamt of not being alone wanting to save everyone else who was hurting and noone else seen?



Big Tammy replied, yes i do, but it didn't turn into what I imagined..



Little one replied,

little do you know, you saved and helped many who were hurting just as you..


Through your tender and loving care...


You may have not noticed but during all your very own pain. You made others feel seen, vauled, loved and nurtured with care.


Big Tammy replied with a question and hesitation in her voice..

"When can I get all the love that little Tammy required"




Little Tammy replied, the love you required is deep within your soul, and I am here following you as your very little shadow...


So don't be afraid to let me follow, I'll be there until you take my hand and feel strong enough to lead...


As Big Tammy, hung up the phone, she shed a single tear for that little girl..

For that little girl held all her soul , he wishes and dreams...


Now she remembered it's ok to finally grieve....