I started going back to work last week because although heartbroken I am also broke and can't afford to call off work and play detective although I tried and Connor already loaned me two months of salary to avoid confronting me about my delusion and pain. Anyway Today, the train stops dead on its tracks its four thirty nine we wait get moving about four fifty and I was getting off the train I saw from afar in the other car a restaurant regular, Allen. Allen loved eating at the restaurant he was a big spender and loved to show all his friends how much he could spend by buying multiple bottles of wine just to not drink them. He couldn't buy Anna's love and that enraged him and we never really saw him after that. I thought nothing of it but after being home and continuing my efforts via binging the first forty eight my mind wanders. What if the Subway stopped that day and my friends ten minute ride became an forty five minute one? Was Allen aboard? I'd tell the police but they have helped so much already and I'm sure Allen owns the precinct. Tomorrow I plan to stay aboard if he boards I'll see where he goes.