She couldn’t remember how she got here. Not in the slightest bit. The only thing she remembered was that she was with the same guy the entire night.

Sasha’s vision was blurry as she warily walked through the bright, flashing lights and crowds of jumping and moving people she had never seen before. When she lowered her gaze, the first thing she noticed was the black thighs underneath her short, black dress that wrapped around the entire length of her slim legs. 

This was the first time she wore something as revealing as this but it felt good. Sasha had no idea why but tonight she felt the best she had in quite some time. Her head felt light as a single feather. 

She could also feel the thin strap of her baby pink thongs pressed against her butt cheeks. She shuddered at the thought and continued walking. The breath of the person she was leading to the bar smelled of cigarettes and some cheap alcohol. It hit her neck and completely swallowed her whole. She closed her eyes briefly before opening them again and sitting at the bar. The guy that walked with her leaned with his elbows against the countertop of the bar. 

As the barista came up to them to let them order, Sasha hid her arms in her lap. She was still a bit worried that the Xs on the back of her hands were visible despite her desperately washing them off in the bathroom for ten minutes. 

When she turned back to face the guy, the two drinks in her hands, her eyes fell on the sight of him making out with a blonde, who just came up to the bar to order. He had her trapped between his chest and the bar. Sasha watched for a moment, her chocolate brown eyes fixated on the two until she just shook her head and looked away. She brought the glass to her mouth and poured the entirety of one of the drinks into her mouth. A few drops spilled out of her mouth but she couldn’t care less. 

When she was done, she put the glasses down and walked away, her black hair swaying behind her back. She now stood in the middle of the club, her arms in the air and her hips swaying to the loud music.

The faces of everyone around her merged together. Everything around her was blurry and always on the move but the only things that mattered to her were the countless guys and girls that randomly appeared out of nowhere and sloppily smashed their lips together with hers. 

She drank from every stray cup she saw, not caring anymore. She wasn’t the little paranoid girl who was afraid of catching the worst diseases simply from not washing her hands after going grocery shopping. She was now a high schooler who wanted to try everything and anything she could think of. Life was invented to live to your absolute fullest. And Sasha was going to do exactly that. 

Some passionate kisses and sloppy blowjobs later, the same guy from earlier appeared by her side and took her hand, dragging her towards the gender-neutral restrooms. 

“C’mon, love. It’s not like your boyfriend will mind you having one more person to add to your already high body count,” he whispered into her ear as he pushed her with her back against the cold tiles of the room. A small smirk played on his lips as he leaned in close, pressing his lips to Sasha’s in a slow but rough kiss. Sasha didn’t object but she didn’t really deepen the kiss. She simply stayed pressed up against the wall, her lips slowly and lazily moving against the guy’s. Her red eyes remained open, roaming over the cold, dark room. She could barely focus her gaze on anything specific but she tried nonetheless. 

When the brunette finally pulled away, he wore a huge grin on his lips. His eyes mirrored the exact red shade of Sasha’s and his pupils were dilated the same way as hers.

“You’re such a dirty little whore, my love. What would your boyfriend say, mhm? Your ma and pa? Sasha … You don’t want them to think it was purely your decision, do you?” He spoke in a gentle and kind voice. The one you’d use when speaking to a small and non-understanding kid. The raven-haired girl opened her mouth to answer but it seemed as if no words came to her rescue. She closed her mouth and nodded solemnly, looking somewhere behind the guy. 

He let out a small laugh and fished around in the pocket of his jeans until he pulled out a small box with a needle inside. He looked up at Sasha as he slowly picked up the needle and held it closely in front of Sasha’s face to let her have a closer look. 

“Princess, look at this thing. This is something you haven’t experienced yet. This is way better than all the crappy shit I showed you earlier tonight. This is the real shit, sweetheart. This will finally loosen you up.” 

Sasha’s gaze was fixated on the needle in between his fingers. Her eyes were full of curiosity. When she looked back at the guy, she saw how wide and unsettling his eyes looked. A weird smile crossed his lips and stayed there as if patiently waiting for her to say something in return. 

Sasha swallowed all of the leftover saliva in her mouth before opening her mouth to speak. “Do you … Will it really do more than the powder you gave me beforehand?” She asked, uncertainty clear in the tone of her voice. The guy smirked further and nodded. 

“Oh, of course, babe. Be prepared for the absolute high you’ll experience,” he said and took hold of Sasha’s forearm. He wrapped the fingers of one hand around her wrist while holding the needle with the other one. “Close your eyes and count to ten, beautiful,” he instructed calmly. Sasha could see the same unsettling smile playing on his lips the whole time until she obeyed and closed her eyes without a second thought. She doubted she could even really think for herself at this point.