I wouldnt know were to start. I am karla a 39 year old mum, my brain never shuts off. I write poetry to relieve my pain but my goal is to write, maybe even write lyrics. I don't require fame but want to create change. My grammar etc is awful, i write as quick as my mind decides. I have a learning difficulty but that doesn't stop me. I live a life that normally makes me invisible or fitting in is difficult as im a querky crazy deffo not normal but what is normal. I will be quite invisible to the more educated writers for sure... I tend to act daft to make people laugh or sing even tho i cant. My imagination has no limits but my 39 years imprisoned to life has a story to tell. I find the light in the dark, laughter in the pain and battle the devil in the silence. I am human i am real and life is a gift... Thats a bit about me now time to mask and clean the kitchen like a normal person 💃
Sickness
How do i scream out
Suttle hints and a smile
Agreeing this is what life is about
Trying to convince yet reassure
I no longer can shout
From 16 until 38 haha
Life is.... Is it worth it should i doubt
(sigh)
Mind racing
Time to shut down
My body pacing
I thought this would be good For us
Sat here alone now debating
Feeling so lonely
Another day im wasting
If this is a rural place
I don't know if it's worth tasting.
Just feel so stuck
Yes my walls need painting
But how do i motivate myself
I just sit here hating
Read, write, clean, research
Its a dark world im creating
My soul screaming out
But right now im happy with satan
Its a distraction
Attention worth the waiting
May as well get used to it
My life is tainted
Best just paint the smile on
My soul has fainted
I give my all
But when will someone do the catering
Do i get a bath
I give it my best rating