I was a single mom's kid who was taken to a home fromage2 t4 goghetter with my two Sisters. I experiences this periode as very sad. Didn't understand thé why and how long. Missed and cried had sad character was very shy and afraid to Bé Alone... Once over time my mom Came to visit me but thiz was rather hell cause thé only thing i could think about was don't goagain don't leave me Alone ammnu not good enough to love... I didn't understand how it was in a normal loviing house . When our mom returned Iwas bulliee in school cause i didn't believe in thé purpose of a dad. My Sisters took thé thask caring for me but we had so bad Company and saw horrific horrors we we're damaged nu misabuse and exposure to violence. There was allways drugs Involved. I just had no safe place no where. When i was 6 got to kniw my dad who was An alcoholic waitzr in a discotheken he had allways a bad temper. Were nevver good enough . At 16 i stopped going to my father but met a bf who dumped me 6 months later. That's when thé drama really started my first suïcide attempts... At 18 depressed since 16 i asked my psychiatrist to check me up in z'n institution cause i didn't feel normal. They diagnosed me with borderline and depression.my life.haave been a struggle ever sindse