I’m a retired nurse and I love to read and crochet have many grandchildren and great grandchildren and I am 68 years old. My husband was murdered several years ago in our home and I came home from work and found him and a few years later my youngest son committed suicide in front yard and I found him. The person that killed my husband was someone that we had been helping for years and had been sending his daughter to school . I worked at a drug and alcohol treatment center for 21 years was in nursing for fifty years . My son had lost his father to cancer after his stepfather was murdered and he had started drinking and couldn’t stop . I miss him and my husband every day