As I watch Noah leave my room, none of me cares that he’s leaving, yet every part of me screams to stop him. How does that make any sense?

           I know in my heart that I feel something for him. But it’s not strong enough. It’s more like friends…except for the way we kissed. In his office and when we fucked. That kiss was intense and made me feel alive.

           Either way. It doesn’t matter. I can’t sleep with him. I can’t have him. He’s already admitted to liking me. But then even that doesn’t matter because he’s mentioned how he is not looking for any relationship. He’s only looking for sex.

           My bedroom door closes, closing out a chapter of our lives. Fuck! A chapter that didn’t even get the chance to start. We made a few pages, and I quickly shut that chapter down. I’m not mad, sad, or disappointed. I was smart to stop any romance in our friendship before it became serious. And that’s why I did it.

           I lay back in bed, quickly sliding my pajamas off. It’s only seven in the evening, but I plan on watching my show and resting after the day I have had. And I get up at five tomorrow.

           I turn on my TV and open my phone. The first thing I see is the next chapter in Noah’s book. Shit! I am not about to read the next chapter.

           My eyes connect to the words of the next chapter.

           - “I am leaving, Anders.” Veronica screams angrily at him.”

           Anders chuckles. “Beautiful woman. You’re standing naked in front of me. You are the one who was busted. You do what you have to do. But don’t tell me you’re leaving me because of something you did.”

           Veronica lowers her head, wanting to punch him but knows he’s right. “I’m sorry, sir.”

           Anders’s cock hardens as she calls him that. Veronica knows what makes him wild. She didn’t do anything seriously wrong, and she knows she can get him to forget and forgive her if he’s aroused enough.

           “Now’s not the time to call me that.” He argues and glances down at his cock as it slowly returns to flaccid. “Trying to seduce me isn’t going to solve your problem…”

           “I wasn’t trying.” She says, stepping closer to him, purposely giving him puppy eyes. “I’m just saying, you’re naked and I’m naked and we both know what comes after that.”

           Anders rolls his eyes in disgust and points at the bathroom. “I have twenty-five minutes to get in there and get ready for my meeting. You are in trouble, and you know it. Sex is not always going to solve our problems.”

           She smiles seductively. “If it helps, I’m drenched in euphoric ‘drugs’ waiting for you to lick them up from me.” She watches as his cock slowly begins to rise again. “And I came when you walked in.”

           Veronica’s already aroused body quivers as she watches his cock grow even more. “You can cancel any one of your meetings…sir.”

           His thick cock stands hard, and his tightened jaw tells Veronica he’s clenching his teeth but she’s unsure if it’s from anger or arousal…maybe both. She likes it when it’s both.

           He leans in, wrapping his large hands around her wrists. In one swoop, he spins their bodies around, quickly pinning her to the wall. Her quivers increase, and her shallow breaths begin to shake.

           She brushes her nose against his and quickly steals a kiss. “What are you going to do to me? I know you’re angry and disappointed.”

           Anders knows if he gives in, she’s getting what she wants. Even if he punishes her, it’s enjoyable to her. She wants the pain and pleasure. But now Anders’s choices are limited. He’s just as aroused as she is, even though he’s angered at her.

           She closes in, gripping his bottom lip with her teeth, and gently tugs. Anders’s heart races and his breaths increase as his sex-drunk eyes stare into hers.

           She releases his lip. “Please, sir.”

           His cock brushes against her pelvis, sending waves of blood to it, creating a glaze of precum. He exhales a shaky breath. “I’m going to punish you. And the only way to punish you is by not giving in to you. We aren’t having sex, Veronica.”-

           Are you fucking kidding me! This book has me so fucking aroused!

           I have to stop reading. I need to relax and get ready for bed…but God Damn It! My pussy is throbbing, pleading for me to pleasure myself. My heart is racing. My nipples are hard and aching. The blood flow in my body is rushing straight to my core. And Noah coming over in just his joggers after work was hot! That adds to this unnaturally aroused side of me.

           I whip the blanket off my hot body. I can’t control myself and send one hand to my hardened and achy nipple and my other hand straight to my clit and begin to rub.

           “I forgot my phone…” Noah comes barreling in, pausing, eyes widening, and quickly spinning around. “Jesus. I should have knocked.”

           My heart falls into my stomach and somehow, I cum. I don’t know if the arousal mixed with the element of surprise forced my body to release. Or if seeing him while reading him caused this. But, holy shit!

“Fuck!” I moan while my lower body grinds against my hand, and I arch my back. “What in the hell! No…ah…fuck!”

           With his head turned away, he chuckles. “Seems like I interrupted something. I wasn’t even out of the driveway, and you had to…never mind. I’m sorry. I’m going to leave now.”

           I fight to whip the blanket back over my naked body, my heart pounding and my breaths shallow but rapid. “How the fuck did you forget your phone? God damn it!”

           He shakes his head and covers his eyes while walking toward me. The swing of his cock in his joggers reveals he’s slowly returning to flaccid, but that thing is never flaccid…and never mind. He’s growing hard again.

           My heart is jumping out of my stomach and back into my chest. My body is radiating with euphoric dopamine bombs, slowly blowing off one by one. My stomach spasms and my pussy! Fucking hell! My pussy is so ravenous and hungered. I’d assume my release would finish me, but seeing him makes me feel like I’m just getting started.

           I’ve slept with him once before. I’m trying to keep a friendship with him, yet that’s starting to seem impossible. Because, right now…I’m going to sleep with him.

           “Don’t leave,” I say and wrap my hand around his arm, stopping him.

           He lowers his head and tries to hide his smile. “Harper don’t screw around with me. You just said…”

           “I know what I said!” I try to argue in between rapidly escaping breaths. “But you were right the first time we did this. And by the look of the tent that you’ve pitched in your pants…”

           “Well, yeah.” He interrupts, looking down. “I walked in on a beautiful woman fully naked, pleasuring herself. Can you blame me?”

           “I can’t blame you,” I say, pulling him closer to me. “And I can’t blame myself for wanting what I want. I shouldn’t even need to say it.”

           He exhales a shaky breath while his body screams ‘fuck me’. “You’re the one who said ‘no more’. Are you sure you want this?”

           I nod and slide my fingers into the band of his joggers, slowly sliding them down. “I’m hungry.” I rasp softly. “And you’re the only guy who knows how to make sure I’m full after I’m done feeding my guilty pleasure.”

           I lick my lips and incline, forcing his cock to them. He slides into my mouth with ease. His precum glazes the back of my throat as I take all of him in and listen to his surprised-sounding moan.

           “Harper…” He moans again and tenses up.

           I wrap my hands around his body, grabbing his ass and swirling my tongue around his cock while trying to be ‘professional’ at something I was never that good at in the first place. But he seems to like it.

           “Harper.” He moans and tilts his head back, his hand sliding into my hair. “You don’t have to do this. I’m already more than aroused.”

           I slide my mouth off his cock. “And so am I. If I’m going to fuck you, I want you nearly finished. I want to hear your moans while you thrust into my mouth.”

           I return my mouth/ He rolls his hips, forcing his cock deeper into my mouth and down my throat. I’ve never enjoyed giving blowjobs, but with Noah it’s different. I like the way he tastes on my tongue. I love the way he moans, knowing I have control over his arousal.

           His soft moans turn into faster breaths and his cock grows warmer and expands. His body thrusts faster, and his hand grips my hair tighter. “Fuck!” He says pleadingly. “You…I’m…”

           He’s going to fucking come before we even get to fuck.

           He’s quick to slide his throbbing cock out of my mouth, his trembling body stepping back and his breaths growing out of control. “I almost…”

           I run my thumb along my lips, wiping them. “I know.”

           I look into his sex-drunk eyes and can see that the urge has faded and now has a look of concern. And I know that look. He’s afraid he’s going to cum too fast.

           “I came multiple times already,” I say, forcing him to incline. “And I’m not far from an orgasm. It’s you, Noah. You’re the reason I cum so quickly. Don’t ever feel like you’re not doing enough. You’re doing more than enough for me.”

           “Good.” He breathes a sigh of relief. “I don’t think I’m going to last long. This lack of sex is getting to me. I have to learn self-control or some form of control.”

           I stand up, quickly pressing my hands against his chest, and send my hot lips to his. My pussy begs for his cock as I force his lips to part and slide my tongue into his mouth.

           He groans from the back of his throat as I press him against the wall, taking control. I slide my hand along his thick and slick cock.

           He leans in, kissing me deeper and I can feel his cock throb in my hand. He’s quick to slide his fingers into my pussy, sending a wave of arousal to burst through my body.

           I slide my body against him, alerting him to take me to the bed. In one swift move, he picks me up, causing me to wrap my legs around him.

           He lays me on the bed and quickly slides his thick cock into me. “I will be gentle. I promise.”

           “Harper!” My brother’s voice calls out. “I’m here!”

           I quickly gasp. “What the fuck is my brother doing here?”

           Noah’s eyes widen. “Your brother?”

           I shake my head and call out. “Give me five minutes!”

           Noah shakes his head, his throbbing cock. “What are we doing?”

           I flash my eyebrows playfully. “Fucking cum. And fast.”

           He thrusts, and thrusts, and thrusts. Our lips collide, our bodies sliding together, and our hearts syncing.

           I slide my hands to his face, our kiss becoming more and more passionate as the bed taps against the wall. His body takes full control, and his cock thickens even more.

           He moans and heavy breaths pour out of him, forcing him to pull away from our kisses. The way he’s rapidly thrusting and the way his breaths are tell me he’s almost there. “Cum, baby.” I plead and holy shit! My body releases like a fucking dam busting open.

           “Are you having sex?” My brother calls out from the living room.