<pre class="ql-syntax" spellcheck="false">She vanished just as the year ended, cause she truly believed that "the sea allows someone to travel only if he is brave enough to cut the ropes which holding him back and get detached from the shore and the swallow waters". 
And so she did. She was determined to clearing out her reality, to cut the roots that leads to nowhere and more specifically, the routes that leads to mental sickness. Clearing out thoughts and beliefs of seperation from her Twin flame, clearing thoughts and beliefs that comes from a gap of non-love. 
She truly needed to replace these false thoughts with pure love and ambundance. True self love and self acknowledge thoughout a healing journey. This was the plan, this was her cure, this was her only way out! 
She have warned him in one of their "growthing breaking-ups" as they used to call them.. "Don't fall in love with me, im unstable as you are_ emotionally fragile..im weird like you are! I usually talk a lot, we are both the talkers but sometimes silence creeps without warning_ the dark side we both have to fix. Don't fall in love with me you hardly understand me. I could make you lose your temper and them makes you the happiest man in the world. 
Dont fall in love! Just give me a good look"! 
She damn still wondering what he damn see in her eyes? She gives the answer on her own, he recognises in her face, himself. She is his mirror and he is her mirror_ with the diffirence that she want to fix this faulse mirroring. They recognise to each other their flaws,their moods swings and all the wrong behaviours. 
Even if a miracle happened and the life revealed to him as he said "the woman of his dreams", the universe brought him to face the worst of his nightmares! To face himself! If you wondering about the worst part? He couldn't face it, he wasn't ready to do the inner work, even if they were in the same stage, she have the stregth to make it happen, she got the power to do this no matter what. This time she was all in to deal with her fears! 
This meeting that life make it happen for sure it wasn't without the reason. It happened about the spiritual awakening of both of them, to fix the dark spots, the side of self darkeness. She made the decision to just change herself.."Twins gives you the desire to modifie your entire life for the better. Twins both open your wounds and help you heal them with unconditional love". 
So these lovers, these souls of outer space they had to be seperated cause being together with unhealed wounds, they will be a disaster for each other. She knew about that fact, she was noticing the spots and actions except from the words of mouth. She not only speaking but she was making actions. She born to be an active human existence! She was the strong one which had just to walk away for one more time. Now it was a self obligatory despite what the heart chosen, she had to respect and love herself and recognise that the true pure love comes only from within. 
She letted go, with a great feeling of forgiveness cause, "You can love a person without having to see them and kiss them every day, love can occur with diffirent ways". She also thought "usually the most difficult thing is the right one to do in the same time_ nothing which worth it comes easily in life". 
As she had already planned, she embarged on that cruise ship and she vanished for a distant place, a location faraway from her reality, a place to lose herself and in the same time to find her true self. As the year was ending, she was determined to close this cycle_ she had to put an end in this love story that never meant to be a life story. She gave an emotionally goodbye to her love of her life, and she was going to love only herself this time. As the ship taking her away from the shore, her inner thoughts talked to him as well as to herself "i'm sorry, i give up too, i can't continue this, we can't do this everytime_ it's too hard and painful and we don't need more pain in our lives, we got enough both sides".
The choice that they had to make it was more serious this time, it was beyond their love story, it was about their true selves. As she was getting more distant, while she barely has a sight of the shore, she letting him losing her.. As she was walking to the deck floor, attenting the blowing wind on her chick, she was reminding on herself the last words of him.."i just want you right here, right now, to give me a kiss forehead and tell me that everything is going to be alright, but we both know this is impossible, we are so faraway that none of us can even touch each other, im sorry, bye my love". And so she did, not because of the physical distance but because she understood the emotional and soul gap and distance. She was determined to absolutely give everything on something that it was too less for her power, attitude and potential. As she considered all these on the same time she spell some more last words..
"Goodbye my sweet-candy face, goodbye my twin, goodbye my under construction mirror". She gave a smooth smile, she also said goodbye to all the great moments they shared together, cause this is the meaning of love, "no matter what is good for you or not, you have to act in order the other person to be happy and peaceful". Lastly, she wishpered "i will make it, i'm strong enough, with a great belief that one day i will reach my higher purpose in life. One day i will be fullfilled_ but not with quantities, attentions and attachments but only with pure intentions, quality commitments and accountabilities". As the year was ended, that was the wish the new year_ the wish for her new year. She gave a last affirmation to be evolved "if you don't change the habits it's not going to be a new year but just another year". She vanished as the year was ended with this promise to herself, that inner peace will eventually come only from the true feeling of ambundance!
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The Healing

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